All-American Civil War (Short Story)
Riots break out the day after an American Presidential election
10/28/20 (Substantial Revision 8/8/2024); 6,484 words, in 4 manifestoes
By John Corry
All-American Civil War
âHate is rooted in fear, and the only cure for fearâhateâis love.â âMartin Luther King Jr.
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MANIFESTO
â______ has STOLEN this election. ______ has MADE this decision. ______ has asked for every little thing thatâs about to come.â
âPost after post of FIRES, LOOTINGS and KILLINGS; people SCREAMING at each other in ALL CAPS like theyâre Randy Blythe or Trevor Strnad or some shit. Iâm upright on my bed, next to my window, taking a break on my phone with my laptop next to me when I hear a muffled boom down the street. My landlord, Frank, has a BB gun, but I think thatâs itâ
âHis door SWINGS openâ
âYo, look outside!â he saysâ
âCharley, in his room next to mine: âHooooooolyy ssshhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitââ
âI LEAP from my bed, look out the window. Twenty (20) people or so are marching up the street towards our house, tossing rocks and eggs at houses and cars, and shouting, âcome out, ______!â Most have riflesâ
âCome OUT, ______ people!ââ
âThey SHOOT up a houseâ
âThatâs a warning!ââ
âA truck EXPLODESâ
âFrank: âDude, lock the front doorââ
âCharlie: âHoly shit, holy shit, holy shit,â as he runs out his roomâ
âCOME! OUT! ______ PEOPLE!!!ââ
âCharley locks the front door. The mob is now only maybe forty (40) feet (ft.) away from my windowâ
âFrank: âFuckinâ ______knew this would happen after rigging the election!ââ
âDid they rig it though?â âMe, more so to pesterâ
âWell, they talked about it well enough!â Frank says, as Charley runs back into his room. âAll the ______? And the ______!? Heâs been practically begging for this, not to mention his droogsââ
âMe: âWell, that sounds a littleââ
âCLINKâ
âCharley: âDid you see that!?ââ
âOne of our neighbors SHOOTS one of the marching ______ in the street from their windowâ
âThey SCATTERâ
âFIND THE ______!ââ
âThree (3) of the ______ scale the hill up to our house. Some more SHOTS go off. I hear an explosion somewhere out of my viewâ
âMy window SHATTERS. Its splintered glass shards cover my torso and the top half of my bedâ
âCOME OUT!!!!!ââ
âThey BANG at our front doorâ
âWE KNOW YOUâRE IN THERE!ââ
âWe SPRINT over. More SHOTS go off outside. One (1) of them hit one (1) of our would-be intruders through the mirror as blood SPLATTERS all over the front windowâ
âThe remaining two (2) ______ RAM the door down, raise their guns to their eyes as they see usâ
â______!â one SHOUTSâ
âFrank PELTS the one above the eye with his BB gun, causing the ______ to go down, and drop the weapon. The other SHOOTS as Frankâs cat, Paul, LEAPS from the couch, TRIPPING the ______ and causing her to accidentally shoot the TVâ
âI LEAP onto her back, causing the gun to AGAIN go OFF and SMASH the mirror by the front door next to the windowâ
âOG ______ DARTS at Frankâs knees, and both go to the groundâ
âCharley returns from the kitchenâ
âThe ______ TWISTS me off, points the gun at me as I SMACK her hand to the groundâ
â______!â the ______ SHOUTSâ
âMe: âYouââ
âSHANKâ
âNICE SHOT!â I yell. Dude got that ______ right in the eyeâ
âCharley, looking blankly at his handiwork: âHoly shitââ
âGAH!ââ
âThe ______ has Frank in a chokeholdâ
âShe tightens as she looks at meâ
âI look to the gunâ
âThe ______ JUMPS offa Frank, DIVES for the gun. I JUMP on the ______ back, YANK back the ______âs hair like Velcroâ
âShe turns overâ
âI PRESS the pressure point just above her chest with both hands, as she wraps a grip around my throatâ
âShe gaspsâ
âCharley CHUCKS another knife, this one much bigger, but it misses, so I reach for itâ
âThe ______ lets go, so I grab the knife, but the ______ KICKS me in the ribs, and SNATCHES her gun from a few feet awayâ
â______!ââ
âI STAB the ______ in the neck as the shot goes wideâ
âThe ______âs body goes limpâ
âDan!â Frank yellsâ
âThe head twitchesâŚâ
âI stab AGAIN, and AGAIN; then AGAIN, and AGAIN, and AGAIN and AGAINâ
âDAN!â Frank saysâ
âCharley: âDAN! STOP!ââ
âBut I âcanât. I just watched the eye of that other ______ POP like a fucking GRAPE! Thereâs blood everywhere, all over my brand new ______ t-shirt! All I ever wanted to do was write, and to read, but that was never enough. Every day for four (4) years now, â______ is the worst person in the world,â â______ is Hitler incarnate,â âpolitics, ______, and skin ______ are the only things that matter,â not THOUGHT, not LIFE, not âloveâ⌠How could I write with so much Hate manufactured specifically to BEAT people like me into never wanting to read another thing again? People like âusâ? Frank and Charley never got itâŚ
âDAN!ââ
âI TOSS the knife, close my eyes, take a breath. âThereâs a time and a place to write and to read,â I figure. âNow is not itââ
âCharley: âDude, are you alright?ââ
âMe: âYeaââ
âFrank: âHoly fuck, broââ
âThe chaos outside has stopped. I glance out the window. All the ______ are gone, at least for the time being. Guts and corpses litter the scene like bored haters on Twitter (itâs primary demographic). Some of Frankâs neighbors have gathered in the middle of the street directly in front of our house. A few of the corpses are kidâs⌠âHow did it get to this?â I think. My phone vibratesâ
âWe walk out the front door. It looks like most of the block is here. Cops FLY past like in cartoons on the main street three (3) houses up, sirens BLARING once every forty (40) seconds. Four (4) kids run around the area, and three (3) more stand shaking with the group. The house next to ours looks pretty shot up, but the people who live thereâStan, Karen, and their daughter, Briannaâare all with the group in the middle of the streetâ
âYou guys ever meet our neighbors?â Frank asks Charley and I, still maybe thirty (30) yards (yds.) away from the groupâ
âMe: âNahââ
âThat chick next door is a ______ââ
âNow, thatâs what I like to see!â says a dude in the group at our arrival. âGot the ______ gunsââ
âFrank: âOh, we got you, Bobââ
âYouâd better have some for all of us,â says the woman standing next to him. âThis is no place for that ______ rhetoricââ
âThese guys voted for ______,â says another. âLook at them! We canât trust themââ
âMe: âHow do you know I voted at all?ââ
âWhom are we supposed to trust?â another asks. âI trusted ______ and the ______ for years and now theyâre ______ in the streetsââ
âBob: âWell, some of us voted for ______ââ
âThe door by the garage of the house across the street opens. An old man walks out, followed by an old woman in a wheelchair steered by a younger dude from behindâ
âOh, my god!â a woman exclaimsâ
âA man in the group runs up to them with his hands over his mouth, gun dangling across his chest like apples on a tree. The older fellow has blood across his shirtâ
âAre you okay!?â another man from our group yellsâ
âWeâre fine,â says the older manâ
âBob sneersâ
âOld Man: âThe bullet skimmed my side, weâve wrapped it upââ
âHe lifts up his shirt to reveal a bloody bandage wrapped around his stomachâ
âYounger dude: âAnd even ______ might have ethical problems killing an old ______ womanââ
âSome random person: âHave we met?ââ
âNo, we havenât,â says the old man, and he holds his hand out. âIâm Malcolm, and this is my beautiful wife, Ameliaââ
âTheir family has lived here since the Revolution,â the man behind the wheelchair says. âIn that same house,â and he glances at it. âOf course, this all looked a bit different back then, but so does everything after enough time. Only appearances are fated to changeââ
âAmelia: âThis is our caretaker, Blake. Heâs quite the âphilosopherâ,â with the âhandâ âgestureââ
âMalcolm, interrupting: âWeâve barely seen anyone since all the ______ stuff began. We couldnât even hold a funeral for our sonââ
âBlake: âA âveteranâ, by the wayââ
âA great manââ
âAmelia: âItâs nice to see the neighborhood getting alongââ
âHow did this happen?â Frank asks the group. âIs this all in reaction to the election last night?ââ
âThatâs one way of putting itââ
âThere hasnât even been an official winner yet, has there?â says anotherâ
âThe mailing centers were being BOMBED before the day even began, so to speakââ
âI heard that was a rumor?ââ
âDoes it matter? Look around, kid!ââ
âThereâs smoke in the distance. Sirens DASH on the main street every dozen seconds. I think Iâve seen a few U-Hauls (â˘) with chains on the tiresâ
âAfter months of nothing but fear-mongering and herd-mentality baiting, what did you expect?ââ
âFear-mongering and herd-mentality baiting from whom?ââ
âThe ______, of course!ââ
â______ SUPPORTERS!!!???ââ
âBob: âThe ______ arenât in this anymore. FUCK emâââ
âMalcolm: âAll I know is that I am glad to be here with all of you, and my beautiful Ameliaââ
âSomeone: âBob is right, the ______ never cared about ______, they just pretended to because itâs easier to maintain power that wayââ
âSounds a lot like YOU,â says anotherâ
âAmelia: âAnd Iâm glad to be here with youââ
âA woman from down the street WAILS on her knees at the facedown ______ kid in the puddle near the bottom of the hill. Someoneâs phone goes offâ
âWell, I donât have anyone but myself,â says this dude Randy, also holding a rifle, though this time his own. âWhat does that say about me?â I know this dude because heâs bought weed offa Charley a good couple of times times. Maybe a little weird a thirty-eight (38) year old is living by himself this day in age, but, hey, at least heâs funnyâ
â______ arenât true people,â one of the other guys says. âIâve been seeing it on the TV since â69,â and I canât tell if heâs being sarcastic. âNo way that many people can be wrongââ
âHave you been on the internet?ââ
âOf course I have! How else could I make a living?ââ
âBob: âThe ______ have turned every argument into a battle for title-superiority, because they think that âpowerâ and âtitleâ are synonymous, and thatâs why weâre in the situation weâre in. Simple as that. They think theyâre so smart and so great and so powerful for knowing people need help, that they subsequently donât have to actually do anything about itââ
âSo, calling them ______ is a better solution?â says another in the group. âMaking fun of people less fortunate, all because you have the disillusion to think youâre as bad off?ââ
âBob: âNo ______ has ever said that!ââ
âThen why all the ______!?ââ
âBob: âBecause the ______ has FORCED us into this situation!ââ
âBrianna: âSo what do we do now?ââ
âSKIRRrrRRTâ
âA U-Haul⢠FLIPS down the hill on the main street, and EXPLODES two (2) seconds later (probably should have gone with those chained tires)â
âA group of ______ approaches from down the hill. There are only a few of them, but theyâre LOUD, FAST, and Obnoxiousâ˘, chanting, âKILL! ALL! ______! KILL! ALL! ______!ââ
âSomeone: âIâll call the police!ââ
âBob: âYou think theyâll help us? Weâre ______ââ
âSomeone-else: âTheyâre coming!ââ
âRandy: âYOU must have informed them!ââ
âHe points his gun at Charleyâ
âMalcolm: âOh, no need to scuffleââ
âRandy: âAll that ______ has made you ______!ââ
âHey, man, I cut you a break!â says Charley. âOn multiple occasions! Weâre friends!ââ
âBob: âWhat kind of thirty-eight (38) year old lives by himself at this day in age anyway!?ââ
âRandy: âA FUCKING PISSED OFF ONE, THATâS WHO!ââ
âRandy, please. Now is not the time,â as he lets go of Ameliaâs hand, slowly approaches Randy with his other hand out frontâ
âRemember what you told me,â he says. âAbout your grandmother?ââ
âRandy, trembling: âShe ended up a ______ in the endââ
âYes, but that doesnât mean you have toââ
âAmelia: âMalcolm, pleaseââ
âRandy: âAll it means is that Iâm not a ______. And like everyone Iâve ever known at this point, including all of YOU, my grandmother only respects other ______ââ
âMe: âThatâs not true, man; youâre cool; youâre a _____ fanââ
âSEE!? âFUCK!â Randy stutters. âFUCKING ______! Thatâs not important! This is why weâre in the situation weâre in, you ______!â and he TURNS to point to gun at meâ
âMe: âHey, man, I read ______ââ
âSKIRRRRRRRRRRRrrrRRTTTTTTTtttTtTTâ
âFUCK ______!ââ
âGET EM!ââ
âSMASH!â
âCLANK!â
âBASHâ
âBANGâ
âPOP!â
âPOP!!â
âCLINNNNNGGGGâ
âCrunchâ
âSMASH!!!! (Hulk)â
âCLASHâ
âBOOM!!!â
âSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGGGGGâ
âOur neighborâs RV goes UPâ
âKILL! ALL! ______ââ
âOur group disseminates. Another house EXPLODES. Theyâre going for the gas lines; seems methodic. The ______ CHASE us. I reach a spot in our neighborâs backyard with Charley, Karen, Stan, Brianna, and two (2) random kidsâ
âStan shoots the two (2) ______ scaling the lawn with his shotgunâ
âTheir stomachs BURSTâ
âAmelia and Malcolm are a little slow. I guess Blake had some more important âphilosophizingâ to doâ
âSAY! ______! NAME!â the ______ SHRIEKS at them. âSAY! ______! NAME!â
âThe other SHAKES Malcolm violently by the shoulder, SHOVES a gun deep into his foreheadâ
âSAY! ______! NAME!ââ
âWe donât know what you mean,â Malcolm respondsâ
âSAY! ______! NAME!ââ
âAmelia: âMalcolm, itâs alrightââ
âSAY! ______! NAME!ââ
âMalcolm: âBut I donâtââ
âSAY! ______! NAME!ââ
âAmelia: âMalcolmââ
âSAY ______ NAME!ââ
âAmelia: âSir, my name isââ
âThe ______ POPS her in the face, point-blankâ
âTHWACKâ
âA ten (10)-wheeler CRASHES into the U-Haulâ˘, and seven (7) people JUMP out, shooting at the ______ before a full-blown city bus rolls up behind themâ
âGet in!â the driver yellsâ
âStan DARTS in that directionâ
âKaren, Brianna, Charley, and the two kids follow. Across the street, Frank and a couple with their two (2) young kids do the sameâ
âA ______ spots me from across the fence in Frankâs backyard, where Iâve indeed hung out many-a-time, usually alone, smoking, taking my secret one (1)-person tango lessons, but the ______ is completely still. She puts a finger up like âssshhâ. I figure for a moment that the ______ might be hiding like me, forced into hiding until, hopefully, âitâ âstopsâ, and thereâs still Hope in this future post-apocalyptic wasteland in which weâre about to âliveâ, and âdieâ, as if thereâs any difference between the two (2). Then a ______ walks up, SHOOTS her in the knee and then TWICE in the stomach before JUMPING and STOMPING on her head like a FUCKING watermelonâ
âI SPRINT to the busâ
âThe driver PUNCHES the gas as I reach the doorâ
âWait!â I yellâ
âDan!ââ
âFrank holds out his hand through the doorâ
âI GRAB itâ
âHe PULLS me in as the bus hits a short stride, and I get a chance to look through the window. They have yet to hit Malcolm; donât even notice him anymore. Heâs alone, crying, on his knees at the wheels of his dear ______â
âWe turn onto the main roadâ
âBlakeâs been saying this was inevitable!â Frank says to meâ
âBlake: âItâs not just a recent thing,â fairly calmly, actually, âthis has been in the works since Vietnam, really since the founding of the country, if you think about it. When the founders refused to address the issue of slavery, they created the first two (2) distinct intellectual âclassesâ of citizens: those against slavery, and those who at the very least didnât have the gall to fight against itââ
âWeâre standing next to the driver, CLASPING those poles above the seats there specifically for this purpose. The bus is PACKED. Everyone TALKS and STARESâmost weepâand through the windows are burning houses, cars, and bodies. There are packets of ______ gathered at every corner, some bigger than others, and other packets of ______ fighting with them in other corners. Helicopters WHIRL overhead, sirens BLARE, EXPLOSIONS! EXPLODE!, and people SCREAM, as Blake talks with glee about whatâs destroyed our way of life as humans over thousands of yearsâ
âThink about it, bro! Even after a civil war, the two (2) could never be equal, as the founding of the country was fundamentally dishonest. No matter what the founders may have thought, or whatever else they may have doneâ itâs irrelevant. The fact that they let ______ slavery slide meant they were FULL OF SHIT, and people tend to get real pissed off when Responsible⢠people are full of shit!ââ
âFuck yeah, dude!â yelps Frankâ
âBlake: âSooner or later, anger always wins! Unless you can get an entire population to think critically, of course, and good luck with thatââ
âBAMâ
âA bus-perpendicular RAMS us, and we TOPPLE over. The windows SHATTER. Glass gets STUCK in my arms and legs. Half the bus is CRUSHED; thereâs blood everywhereâ
âI crawl from underneath. Weâre in the middle of this intersection reminiscent of the one Reginald Denny was BEATEN paralyzed during the LA riots of â94â
âNo one alive from my bus is in view, though a few others have FLUNG from their seats, judging from the high number of severed limbs and other organs dispersed across the pavement. The other bus has FLIPPED as well. Thereâs a fire near its gas tank. No ______ are around. I canât see Frank or Charley, nor their ______ bodies. I stand up, feel my phone in my pocket. My ankle must be sprained or something; hurt, but I can still walkâ
âMy elbow is five (5) inches out the skinâ
âI PANIC. âIS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE!?â I screamâ
âI LIMP around the bus to see the Bus-Perpendicular at a better angleâ
âIS THERE ANYONE ALIVE OUT THERE!?!?!?ââ
âA pair of legs appears past the cornerâ
âI run to get a better view. The legs are a womanâs. Sheâs on her knees with her head in her handsâ
âBrianna?â I hopeâ
âSheâs at her parents lying CRUSHED under the busâ
âHer dad SPITS some blood, half a pint or so, maybe lessâ
âHe POINTS at meâ
âYouâŚâ he says as he SPEWS up some more blood, though likely less than a pint this time. âThis is all YOUR fault!ââ
âMe: âMe!?ââ
âYes! You and your ______ââ
âThe dude PROJECTILES at least a FULL pint of blood. Brianna closes her eyes, opens them up againâ
âFinally, she stands with her dad CHOKING to death on himself just behind herâ
âYou should have never been born,â she says quietly. âYou thought you were outside it, but it was all about you. The one who can live her life as though living were all she ever had to doââ
âBrianna, what are you talking about? I hate ______ââ
âYou LIE, ______! All you _____ conspire to ______, youâre all the same!ââ
âThe bus rolls over Stan and Karen like in a slowly sinking fishing boatâ
âBrianna: âYOU WILL PAY FOR THIS!!!ââ
âA helicopter SWOOPS in maybe ten (10) feet (ft.) over Briannaâs headâ
âBrianna: âYOU CANâT KEEP LIVING AS THOUGH âWRITING THINGS DOWNâ DOES ANYTHING, IT ONLY MAKES PEOPLE ANGRYââ
âMe: âI NEVER WANTED TO MAKE ANYONE ANGRYââ
âBUT YOU HAVE! LOOK AROUND!!!â
âMore ______ from the bus-perpendicular come out from under it. Theyâre joined by an arriving group of ______ quickly approaching from that directionâ
âI JUST WANTED TO WRITE,â I pleadâ
âAND READ!!â Brianna respondsâ
âShe whimpersâ
âTake my hand!!â the Man-in-the-Helicopter⢠saysâ
âThey can never go together,â Brianna says almost to herself. âWE CAN NEVER DESERVE LIFE ANY MORE THAN WE MAY DEATHââ
âI keel over, SPIT some blood, grab a gun from a corpse on the ground. A SHOT goes off. I DUCK. âHow did it get to this?â My ______ ringsâ
âThe helicopter dips. The ______ have infiltrated the cockpitâ
âI look upâ
âThe Man-in-the-Helicopter⢠is SHOT. Brianna unstraps the gun from the ______â
âSomeone JUMPS atop the hood of the helicopter, tilting it the way of the bus, causing Brianna to lose the gunâ
âThe ______ reaches the cockpit, SHANKS the driver. The rotors of the helicopter SMASH one after another into the bus like an overworked clock, missing Brianna by a mere few inchesâ
âShe REACHES and GRABS the gun again, POINTS it at meâ
â______!â I SHOUTâ
â______ââ
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MANIFESTO
âAll these ______ ______ procuring ______ godheads-in-infinitudes assuming subjective-experience objective-reality alone, all Possibility for objective-emotion placated for this three-dimensional ârealityâ we call the âworldâ. âEmotionâ is the âfactâ of subjective reality, âfactâ: the âemotionâ of objective-perspective, or the specific objective Perspective of that reality. For us: there is no âperspectiveâ, no Possibility, no creation, no âdreamâ. For us: there is only ______â
âThis cafĂŠ is a hole. Who puts hot pink on two (2) walls, black on the third (3rd), and highlighter yellow with purple-and-brown polka dots on the half-blown-to-shit ceiling? Itâs like a five-year-old ______ painted a patty-shack for Jeffrey Epstein ($200). Oh, sweet music! You who so despises me! Who so manipulates me, and yet protects me from your sweet array! Nothing is meant to last; everything doesâ
âA group of ______ runs up, FLIPS some tables, shoots some peopleâ
âHEY, YOU!ââ
âI BASH ______âs face in with my bike lock, BEAT the ______âs bloody noggin âtil itâs more flesh than person; thatâs the way everyone sees everyone else anywayâ
âNice ______,â ______ saysâ
âOG ______ SPITSÂ some bloodâ
â______ââ
âFor as you believe no individual/collective to exist, we believe: we are each aghast at our capacity for âcreationâ, and so we are ______. Assuming complication/relationship the fundamental difference between âontologicalâ concepts, and âontologyâ the study of âsimpleâ and âcomplexâ relations between simple and complex concepts of all dimensions and degrees, there is no subject to perceive as possible free-will any more than any focused collective objection may be observed in any world but one absolutely âpredeterminedââ
âFor no âworldâ perceived may be Absolute âabsolutelyâ; subjective-perspective is the difference between âworldâ and âuniverseâ (or âmultiverseâ, or âplanetâ, or âearthâ, or any other objective clarification not attached to relational-subject), not objective-fact. Our âworldâ is âoursâ; âyoursâ and âmineâ we call ârealityâ. That is the perspective of ______: the âworldâ is infinitely complex, but ârealityâ is as simple as up-and-down. We are each doomed to the Paradox, âindividualâ and collective alikeâ
âA ______ throws a ______ ______ at the cafĂŠ register. It goes UP, and quickly spreads to the rest of the deck. âTalk about getting your money back,â some random ______ mumbles. You have devolved creation to the role of mere arbiter to âlanguageâ, rather than its natural ontological counterpart, assumed here given a similar level of complexity. You have done away with ontological-reasoning for want of this infinite ârealityâ grounded inexorably in the idea that science and religion are directly opposed, when that is only the case through Philosophy (or: ârelativelyâ, ontologically speaking). The ______ must ignore this complexity or else admit her own irrelevance, and ignorance to reality, for sake of simple politics; she must ignore Relationship as a whole or else actively involve herself as her own ontological-opposite, for the collectiveâin this view (and so: assumed more ontologically complex than the individual)âcontains all relationship, which is obviously absurd this side of strictly spiritual circumstance; and so, ârelatively-speakingâ, grounded in the abstract (which of course politics is not, for politics focuses relations; the relations themselves and the concepts which they connect have already been focused from the abstract by the time theyâve reached politics, or any anti-âspiritualâ concept [which is most] for that matter). Only the individual may Perceive âconsciouslyâ, the relation is âdevelopedâ, âexperiencedâ, or âevolvedâ, from, or into (depending on where we are in-time) the abstract (or the pre-determined, or the Collective, for us ______). Only the Creative may see the subjective/objective between action and thought, because only a âcreativeâ person may see that specific relationship on its own terms, and so between collective/individual so far as action/thought regenerates into forms closer to Focus for perceptionâ
âThe ______ in my vision pass count; last I recall #LastRecall, I was at eighteen (18) and I didnât know what I wanted. Nothing like notarizing the âdeadâ to pass the time⌠(⌠((âŚ)âŚ))⌠âTimeââdichotomized as the context under which life/death may serve as the fundamental-dichotomy for âperceptionââmay open the door to evolving-consciousness only so long as perspective is permitted to continue expanding upon the Possible âmodesâ of perception (everything that is possible demands to exist âLeibniz). In other words: so long as perception evolves, so must perspective, and vice versa, though in the latter case only through individual/collective, whereas for the former: through the abstract. The paradox dictates all âpossible-perspectiveâ for perception, said possibilityâand so NOT perspective, nor the specific perception of such a Perspective but rather the âpossibilityâ of itâenabling its very distinction from the abstract enforced by Time in the first place. So, assuming the didactic reactionary wherein all concepts come down to ______, âtis THIS dialectic which has been so twisted and decreed ubiquitous by our opposing ______, for various, rather obvious, reasonsâ
âBut WE do not believe our world to be so black-and-white, us mere ______, so âmeans-and-endsâ, for we find the Relationship between black/white equally as necessary to put life into Focus then possible for âperceptionâ. This is obvious. The ______ ignores baseline Perspective for sheer knowledge, as if there were no possibility AT ALL for any connection between the two (2), âcomplexâ or âsimpleâ. If our world is but one-(1)-dimensional, with room enough only for single-minded dichotomies: âpowerâ, the ultimate arbiter between simple concepts, must then always triumph, for there may be no abstract between simple conceptsâ
âThus, the ______ stands by violenceâpower in-actionâas though it were somehow complex before it were simple, juxtapositioning the dichotomy to one opposed to the reality we see around us which places complexity as evolutionarily âlaterâ in âtimeâ than simplicity (as it takes more âtimeâ for something to become âcomplexâ, or to understand a complex concept versus a âsimpleâ one, etc.). Only consciousness makes the Individual; the Collective may affect her only subconsciously; the individual perceives Reality, makes from it our âworldâ, and including even any such ârealityâ potentially understood by both the Collective and the Individual âherselfâ! The collective may only ever be subconscious. She may affect the Consciousnessâeven absolutelyâbut she is still at least one step removed from perception, placing her ontologically less complex than the individual, as all complex dichotomies remove one concept as more or less complex in at least one ontological contest (the more contexts in which the meter shifts, the more complex the Dichotomy). As such, this âcollectiveâ is far more difficult to âactâ upon, compared to such âindividualâ, if that action is even possible at all, ontologically speaking, given that only âconsciousnessâ may act, and which is not to mention the simple fact that this âthinkingâ, this exfoliated ______ âprocessâ of categorizing âidentityâ in place of existence for complex-alleviation, is not real, it is out-of-time, lost in that demented abyss the ______ so conveniently calls confirmation biasâ You FOOLS! To be âin-timeâ is to perceive âtimeâ both objectively and subjectively, in all its variations; it is to both recognize, and act within, the inherently subjective âsubconsciousâ nature of the context of this world that is that Potentiality for absolute-objectivity; that ability to act in the world as one perceives it. You swindle, and steal, and purchase your own confusion at the same âcostâ for which you alienate your own inevitable intellectual existence! You slave to your base instincts as a dog follows its own nose off a cliff! The Consciousness cannot maintain itself without both a âprimalâ survival instinct AND an âintellectualâ one (1). We are accustomed to the thinking of beasts, but it is no longer suitable intellecto-evolutionarilyâ
âAnd so Reality turns, and spins, and CIRCLES, and the ______ succumbs to the basic knowledge that she has ______ that somehow that makes her âspecialâ, that âhistoryâ is as linear as time is metaphysical, and that Science must triumph over Religion to no similar avail; she cannot understand the Paradox as both abstract and real simultaneously (subjectively/objectively) because she is incapable of understanding through that context (that being âtimeâ); her only recourse in curbing the Radicalism dependent upon her ability to accept them potentially as equals, which she will never doâ
âA ______ sits at a table across the smoke and the head-high line of fire the ______ have left. Big, BOLD glasses with a mid-sized, ______-colored hair get-up in a diamond formation, and shoes somehow shinier than either. How do you think ______ like âherâ are created? Theyâre primal survivors, not intellectual ones; they canât see their involvement in the Evolution any more than you can see your deliverance from it. She uses intellect only so far as it furthers her own primal survival, because she believes âprimacyâ to be superior to intellect, instead of merely necessary for its own existence, which is the reality. You and the ______ are equally incapable of recognizing the Paradox, for you both cling to a simple world for simple minds with Simple concepts in âsimpleâ terms. You argue for science as a tool, not a perspective, nor even a thought /> let alone an actionâ
âFor you have masked the complexity for mere âsimplicityâ, and so have ignored all possibility for ârelationshipâ completely, subsequently falling victim to its most prominent interlocutor⌠Oh yes! Sweet anger! Our ______! Our ______ ______!! We may never act, nor make judgment, without your brisk, elegiac poison! For anger is the emotion of action, and only action may do battle with thoughtâ
âSuch a misplacement of âangerâ for âloveâ may serve as the delusion necessary for any intellect to understand itself, for âloveâ is the sole transcendent emotion in the same way the âabstractâ is the sole transcendent fact. You believe youâre making the argument that all people be treated equally, with all the faith in (the) ______ as is possible, yet you simultaneously exemplify the exact opposite: that you are smarter, more caring, funnier, more loving, more empathetic, and more traumatized than your dissenting ______â
âFor to ______, all âpeopleâ are but the mere sum of their anger, and their ______, their ______ orientation, their skin ______, and their trauma. Forgive us for not bowing to your blind consumerism as if intellect could ever be held to such blithe, anti-complex, standards! ______ bless us for not succumbing to âprogressâ as the sole âintellectual-evolutionâ opposed meekly to evolution itself! You are the ______ who refuse personal identity for one Understood only in comparison; you are the ______ who CLINGS solely to ______ even as she SPITS hyperboles for memorandums into your face and your pores, your eyes, your nose, and your earsâ
âThe fire has reached the gas line. What a joke. Its heat bubbles the stickers on my laptop. The aforementioned ______ from across it is gone, her table since CRUSHED by the fallen ceiling on that side of the cafĂŠ. Maybe she was under it⌠What did the âmultiverse/universeâ look like before ______ was subjugated to the whims of a species which refused to condemn its pageantry? When may ______ understand that avoiding apocalypse is only possible ontologically; âdystopiaâ only another word for the simple-dichotomy apocalypse/utopia, and therefore no more contemptible than the simple passage-of-time itself? When may The Ontological Paradox⢠make itself as explicit to ârealityâ as âlifeâ is to the world? When the fires BURN in the hearts of men as high as in this cafĂŠ!? When may death be understood âcomplexlyâ rather than solely âsimplyâ? When âmanâ transcends âdeathâ for all its worth and nothing less!?â
âYou ______ have thought weâd gotten over the paradox. You ______ have thought youâd understood it, or at least understood the need to Understand it; you ______ may have thought ______âd come to a place where love supports all else as relatable, and not merely âcompatibleâ, but you are wrong. For all we see today is misunderstanding, âsimplicityâ, and death for its own sake, even when that death is âjudgedâ for all the âlifeâ it left behind, and so much moreâŚ
â______ used to think there were more who understood, who recognized the abstract as just thatâas âabstractââand so nothing worth fighting, or worse destroying, our âlives/deathsâ over, but ______ were foolsâ
â______ are fools to believe our world may ever get over ______â
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MANIFESTO
âSHOOT ______ in the FACE; ______ ______ POPS like ______â
âAnother ______ SCREECHESâ
âWe BATTER the ______ ______ to the ______ ______ like ______. ______ ______â
âAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAââ
âAnother ______ runs up. OG ______ ______ is on the ground, SHRIEKS as we ______ ______ and the ______ ______ blood ______ SPLATTERS ______ across ______ ______ torsoâ
âWe POP the ______ in the ______â
âWe are ______ââ
âWe turn to OG ______
â______!â we SCREAMâ
âWe GRAB ______ ______ lapels and ______ ______ in the ______â
â______!ââ
â______: â______!ââ
âWe ______ ______ ______ in the ______â
âBlood ______ our torso, arms, and HIPSâ
â______!ââ
â______!ââ
âA ______ CHARGESâ
â______!â we YELLâ
â______!ââ
â______ ______!ââ
âAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAâ
â______â
âWe KNEEL on our other knee, âWHIP OUTâ our handy-dandy Beretta Px4 Storm, catch ______ in the occipitalâ
âNew-G ______: â______!ââ
â______ ______ ______ ______ââ
â______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______â
âWe SHOOT the ______ in the ______â
âBlood, âPusâ, and OOZE paints our legs like Carrie Whiteâsâ
â______ ______ ______ ______â
â______ ______!ââ
âSHOOT ______ in the ______â
â______!ââ
â______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______â
âNICE ENTRAILS, ______!ââ
â______, ______!ââ
â______ ______ ______ ______ ______â
â______ spitsâ
âWe STAB ______ with the knife just under the temple, HOLD it thereâ
â______ââ
â______â
âDIE!!!ââ
âWe STAB and STAB and STAB and STAB and STAB and STABâŚ
â______ ______!!ââ
â______!ââ
â______!ââ
â______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______â
â______ ______ ______ ______ ______ ______â
â______ ______,â ______ ______â
â______ ______â
â______ââ
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MANIFESTO
âAll in the name of ______, we Judgeâ
âAll in the name of ______, we ascend the stairs of Reason, for She is our last remaining recourse to Violenceâ
âAll in the name of ______, we resent your pleas to âlistenâ, because only the Weak deny the action to-learnâ
âAll in the name of ______, we believe âessenceâ the only essenceâ
âAll in the name of ______, we Eulogize the subconsciousâ
âAll in the name of ______, we take ownership over empathyâ
âAll in the name of ______, we Rule over historyâ
âAll in the name of ______, we embody Unconscious-______â
âAll in the name of ______, we Understand genetics, and all with which it is ontologically confoundedâ
âAll in the name of ______, we FIGHT against all forms of tyranny, including the Tyranny behind critical-thoughtâ
âAll in the name of ______, we equate technical-fact with Emotion, and so find emotion to forever triumph, for âtechnical-factâ has no relation but to ______â
âAll in the name of ______, âfactâ prevails Absolutelyâ
â All in the name of ______, we Command our worldâ
âAll in the name of ______, we denounce love, for no world may spin round in spite of evilâ
âAll in the name of ______, we decry the very word âevilâ, for no sense of âworldâ may âexistâ, if not for herâŚ
âAll in the name of ______, we decry the concept âindividualismâ, for only the individual may be violentâ
âAll in the name of ______, may âfactâ transcend emotionâ
âAll in the name of ______, we FIGHT for âpeaceââ
âAll in the name of ______, we Understand peaceâ
âAll in the name of ______, we constitute âdeathâ, its entire being, its entire âsoulââ
âAll in the name of ______, we die, âmisunderstoodââ
âAll in the name of ______, ______â
âAll in the name of ______â
âAll in the name of ______.